May 23, 2015

You don't understand

I can't be your friend
Cause I love you more than life itself
I can't talk about nothing
Cause I need to know what matters
I can't pretend nothing happened
Cause every thing makes a difference

I would love to be normal
But what I feel is beyond the usual
I would love to laugh about the random
But your soul is the only thing that brings me joy
I would love to just be
But I need to feel what's inside of you

I could pretend nothing it was nothing
But every part me of feels you
I could make like it was another encounter
But we both know it was more than that
I could smile at what is
But you know there more to this

There's nothing I can do to make this go away
There's nothing you can say to change this
If only it never happened
The truth is that's the only solution to this love I feel for you.

If I choice was an option I would be without

February 13, 2015

The Beautiful Disaster

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When everything implodes, at the exact perfect moment
When all of life, just magically fits together
And all of the words mean nothing else matters

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When all those moments just mean nothing matters
And every occasion is about what comes after
A constant struggle to be back in that moment

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When the moment about each single encounter
Just means it was meant to be something tattered
That nothing was really ever going to matter

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
As soon as it's after
It's means nothing matters
It means everything's tattered

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
It really means nothing, it really meant nothing
My beautiful disaster, my beautiful monster

Copyright 2015 Veronica Rajandra

March 20, 2014

Love lost in the midst of chaos

This love was lost
In the midst of chaos
In the middle of a life
Just beginning to unfold

This love was lost
In the midst of noise
In between the cracks of life
Waiting to be mended

This love was lost
In the midst of yearning
In the shadows of uncertainty
Trying to make sense

This love was lost
In the wake of surrender
In a time of joy
Trying to hide away

This love was lost
In the making of a legend
In a time that was not
Trying to hold on

This love was lost
In the most unfortunate way
Such utter and complete silence
Much like a death to the living

Copyright 2014 Veronica Rajandra

March 19, 2014

Omnica Vincit Amor... A constant reminder we are no more

Just a passing thought of you
Made me wish for your arms around me
Made me want so badly to be near you
But a constant reminder of that lost embrace
Of that sweet surrender to the inevitable
Kept me from tears
As I look back
At that constant reminder
That we are no more

Met a soul that matched yours
With music you so fought
With lyrics we so sought
But a constant reminder of what was before
Of two idealistic dreamers
Brought me back in time
As I look over
At a constant reminder
That we are no more

Found a place that was warm
Wanting nothing but your being
Wanting nothing but your soul
But a constant reminder of what could have been
Of the endless possibilities
Shook me to the core
As I turn around
To an everlasting reminder
That we are no more.

Omnia Vincit Amor.
The love that never conquered all.


Copyright 2014 Veronica Rajandra