November 16, 2017

This is not a love story

This is not a love story
This is a lesson in life
This is but a fantasy
With no story line

This is not a love story
Cause you couldn't see mine
This is but a lie
That you convinced me was mine

This is not a love story
This is goodbye
This is your narrative
That you tried to make mine

This is not a love story
This is a lie
You promised the divine
But you were all you had in mind

This is not a love story
This is you, fie
Take what you need
Take what was mine

This is not a love story
This is the line
If you were to die
It would be fine

Copyright 2017 Veronica Rajandra 

November 04, 2017

Im sorry my monster

I'm so sorry my monster
This is not fair
This is not kind
Love is what hurts

I'm sorry my monster
Your love is pure
Your love is why it hurts
Love is what makes you you

I'm sorry my monster
You are so much more than anyone sees
You are capable of so much kindness
Love is what no one sees

I'm sorry my monster
I'm so sorry for the pain you've felt
I'm sorry for the pain you feel
Love is what will help you see the light

I'm sorry my monster
I'm sorry i couldn't be better
I'm sorry I  didn't do more
I'm sorry i left

Copyright 2017 Veronica Rajandra 

May 23, 2015

You don't understand

I can't be your friend
Cause I love you more than life itself
I can't talk about nothing
Cause I need to know what matters
I can't pretend nothing happened
Cause every thing makes a difference

I would love to be normal
But what I feel is beyond the usual
I would love to laugh about the random
But your soul is the only thing that brings me joy
I would love to just be
But I need to feel what's inside of you

I could pretend nothing it was nothing
But every part me of feels you
I could make like it was another encounter
But we both know it was more than that
I could smile at what is
But you know there more to this

There's nothing I can do to make this go away
There's nothing you can say to change this
If only it never happened
The truth is that's the only solution to this love I feel for you.

If I choice was an option I would be without

Copyright 2015 Veronica Rajandra 

February 13, 2015

The Beautiful Disaster

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When everything implodes, at the exact perfect moment
When all of life, just magically fits together
And all of the words mean nothing else matters

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When all those moments just mean nothing matters
And every occasion is about what comes after
A constant struggle to be back in that moment

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
When the moment about each single encounter
Just means it was meant to be something tattered
That nothing was really ever going to matter

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
As soon as it's after
It's means nothing matters
It means everything's tattered

Nothing more beautiful than a beautiful disaster
It really means nothing, it really meant nothing
My beautiful disaster, my beautiful monster

Copyright 2015 Veronica Rajandra